waited and waited and waited. slept at 3, woke up at 4, no reply. went back to sleep, woke up at 5, no reply still. went back to sleep, woke up at 6, no reply stilll. went back to sleep, woke at 7, no reply stillll.

gave up waiting and went to sleep. woke up at 12, went for lunch. mhmmm.

school's starting tmr ): the only thing i like about going to sch is that i get my allowance -.-

lalalala screw homework. no one really does it anyways (i hope) so i wont die alone :bbb




i've tried to let you go so many times, so that you would be happy, so i wouldn't have the chance to hurt you again. but i really can't. as i said, you're my life and i can't live without you. i feel so lost in this world, i don't know what to do anymore. our relationship is so screwed, but then again its all my fault. sigh.

empty, my life feels so empty without you.

i guess i never had the chance to tell you this; you are the first girl i'm serious about, its more than just a crush to me now.