Monday, January 14, 2008

翻著我們的照片 想念若隱若現
Flipping through our photographs, thoughts of [you] are visible yet invisible

去年的冬天 我們笑得很甜
Last year's winter, we laughed very sweetly

看著妳哭泣的臉, 對著我說再見
Watching your tearstained face, telling me goodbye

來不及聽見 妳已走得很遠
[I] have yet to hear it when you've already walked so far

也許妳已經放棄我 也許已經很難回頭
Perhaps you have already given up on me, perhaps it is already very difficult to turn back

我知道是自己錯過 請再給我一個理由說妳不愛我
I know it's all my fault, please give me another reason, say you don't love me

就算是我不懂 能不能原諒我
Even if I don't understand, can [you] forgive me?

請不要把分手當作妳的請求
Please don't use parting (breakup) as your request

我知道堅持要走 是妳受傷的藉口
I know wanting to go is your wound's excuse

請妳回頭 我會陪妳一直走到最後
[Can] you please turn back, I will accompany you until the very end

就算沒有結果 我也能夠承受
Even if there is no conclusion, I can still endure

我知道妳的痛 是我給的承諾
I know your pain is the promise I gave

妳說給過我縱容 沉默是因為包容
You said [you] gave me tolerance, and silence was because of acceptance

如果要走 請妳記得我 如果難過 請妳忘了我
If [you] want to go, please remember me, if [you] feel sad, please forget me
Rain falls continuously
Why doesn't the flower bloom?
Despite my careful watering
you just say you won't love and don't love

I watch and appreciate the sorrow alone
Love is left with only helplessness
I kept refusing to guess
White emptiness will always fill the gap
between the black keys of the piano

Missing a piece
it can never be exciting
How can two hearts that rely on one another say goodbye
You know better than I do, yet you still want me to say it

Loving so deeply can make people crazily courageous
I betray myself
to reach your expectations
Letting go, not asking anything, and say goodbye

Let it be the last indulgence I give you
Coldly, drearily, mildly (I) will no longer watch (over you)
As long as you can be happy
(My) heart has only one regret

Who can I still ask to
Before you close the door
look back again for me
see if (our) snippets are still there



不停落下来

怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人欣赏悲哀
爱只剩下无奈
我一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块就
不精采
紧紧相依的心如何Say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快
有一句感慨
还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段
还在不在

Monday, January 7, 2008

we're left with, used to bes. if it was possible, i would turn time back and lock myself there, where we shared our love and happiness. but now its all gone. " Can we get this back to how it used to be? " thats the question.
You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around.
You used to lean on me like
The only other choice was falling down.
You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go,
Nice and slow, to no place in particular.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the
first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I used to reach for you when
I got lost along the way.
I used to listen.
You always had just the right thing to say.
I used to follow you.
Never really cared where we would go,
Fast or slow, to anywhere at all.

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the
first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I look around me,
And I want you to be there
'Cause I miss the things that we shared.
Look around you.
It's empty, and you're sad
'Cause you miss the love that we had.

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around,
The only one around.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the
first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how
it used to be? Yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be, yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be.
whats the point of saying sorry when it was all going to happen again? whats the point of making me happy when you were going to hurt me all over again? you're practically toying with my feelings, toying as in make me sad then happy then sad and it goes on.

so many things i want to say to you, yet you dont even care whether i'm dead or alive. i still have my chinese holiday homework to do, but i chose to go to ur sch for training just to see you. you mean so much to me yet i mean so little to you.

everyday i try so hard to get you out of my mind, even if its just for a second. but i can't. all my mind thinks of is you. but you can easily forget about me for like hours, even for days i'm sure you'll be able to.

what am i to you? nothing more than a normal friend, perhaps less than that even.

i dont know what you want or what i should do.





lost.

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

i need a good friend badly now i swear. someone who i can talk too, someone who understands me, someone who isn't so shallow as the others. someone who doesnt mind talking to me 24/7, someone who cares about me, someone who loves me.

i've gained so much and yet lost it all cos i din't know how to treasure them. now i can feel the loneliness within me.

someone come save me please.