waited and waited and waited. slept at 3, woke up at 4, no reply. went back to sleep, woke up at 5, no reply still. went back to sleep, woke up at 6, no reply stilll. went back to sleep, woke at 7, no reply stillll.
gave up waiting and went to sleep. woke up at 12, went for lunch. mhmmm.
school's starting tmr ): the only thing i like about going to sch is that i get my allowance -.-
lalalala screw homework. no one really does it anyways (i hope) so i wont die alone :bbb
i've tried to let you go so many times, so that you would be happy, so i wouldn't have the chance to hurt you again. but i really can't. as i said, you're my life and i can't live without you. i feel so lost in this world, i don't know what to do anymore. our relationship is so screwed, but then again its all my fault. sigh.
empty, my life feels so empty without you.
i guess i never had the chance to tell you this; you are the first girl i'm serious about, its more than just a crush to me now.
Monday, December 31, 2007
Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind?
Boy: No
Girl: Do u like me?
Boy: Not really
Girl: Do u want me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would u cry if i left?
Boy : No
Girl: Would u live for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would u do anything for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Choose -- me or ur life
Boy: My life
The girl runs away in shock and painand the boy runs after her and says...
The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.
The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.
The reason I don't want you is because I need you.
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.
The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you.
The reason I chose my life is becauseyou ARE my life.
ps: so you cant exactly take away my life youknow :b
wellllll. today went for training, at first abit giddy cos very long havent train. then later realised nus ppl coming for friendly o.O our china players play with their china players. my juniors play with the girls, and sec 3s played with the guys. they suck (those i play with) owned them. whaha.
slept in the bus, came home and slept again. woke up with a terrible headache. kinda just got rid of it. now i'm left with one day to finish four chi essays. wtf wtf wtf. dont care.
tmr, mei will dieeeeeeeeee.
lalalala.
dp emo again ):
oh wells, 2008. focus on studying, get my six points, get my 5000 bucks from mummy, play well in competition. yea practically thats all i want, besides dp :b
wheee~
slept in the bus, came home and slept again. woke up with a terrible headache. kinda just got rid of it. now i'm left with one day to finish four chi essays. wtf wtf wtf. dont care.
tmr, mei will dieeeeeeeeee.
lalalala.
dp emo again ):
oh wells, 2008. focus on studying, get my six points, get my 5000 bucks from mummy, play well in competition. yea practically thats all i want, besides dp :b
wheee~
Sunday, December 30, 2007
lalala. hello people, i just recovered my old blog and deleted all my old posts.
recently alot of stuff has happened. my whole hoilday is screwed up, i think i should learn how to control my emotions and not let them affect me. i shall not talk about me and dp already, later say wrong thing and screw it up even more.
welll, hw. chemistry, physics and a maths like 3/4 done? e maths, geog and history nth right?! pray so. english commonwealth essay, can't be bothered to waste my time. whats the point of writing 1200 words at least when in o lvls there is a freakin word limit? chinese. 6 ESSAYS AND 2 COMPREHENSION. GO AND DIE LA. i finish 2 essay and 1 1/2 compre already, lazy do, lazy think. cannot think, no mood think.
i'm forced to go for training tmr morning, like wtf. 8 leave hse. my handsome sleep just went down the drain. 've been sleeping like close to 6am for the past few days. zzzzzz. today wake up at 8 just to go to market, which i was dragged along once again. got treated like a maid, mummy just dumped everything to me. wls.
nvm, forced mummy to buy table tennis stuff for me. total bill about 300? lol, shoes and a whole new bat. i bought it for fun though >.< my old one's perfectly fine but i just wanted a change. anyways it'll kinda make me a lil more confident since i got a new bat. oh wells, mummy paid, not me. so i shouldnt really care should i? haha.
oh did i mention i'm practically a botak now? i dont know what was going through my mind and i made jeff cut my hair super short. i look like crap now. crap crap crap. nvm. who cares. it'll grow back (faster plsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplspslpslpslpslpslls)
sorry mei for falling asleep twice :/ i let you punish me twice la T.T bet you'll come up with some mean punishment. AND DONT EMO ALREADY PLEASE. CHEER UP CHEER UP.
sch's starting soon, and i'm gonna have to be the teachers' pet once again (if you din't know, i was/am one) cos only like 1/3 of my classmates hand up their work on time? i guess. no offence but i really think my class sucks. all they do is talk talk talk and talk during lessons, but i'll have to admit there are some good students there.
now the only thing in my mind is to get my hw done, or rather to get pass this. lalalalalalalalalalalalalala. someone save me please <3
ps : hi lydiaaaaaaa (:
recently alot of stuff has happened. my whole hoilday is screwed up, i think i should learn how to control my emotions and not let them affect me. i shall not talk about me and dp already, later say wrong thing and screw it up even more.
welll, hw. chemistry, physics and a maths like 3/4 done? e maths, geog and history nth right?! pray so. english commonwealth essay, can't be bothered to waste my time. whats the point of writing 1200 words at least when in o lvls there is a freakin word limit? chinese. 6 ESSAYS AND 2 COMPREHENSION. GO AND DIE LA. i finish 2 essay and 1 1/2 compre already, lazy do, lazy think. cannot think, no mood think.
i'm forced to go for training tmr morning, like wtf. 8 leave hse. my handsome sleep just went down the drain. 've been sleeping like close to 6am for the past few days. zzzzzz. today wake up at 8 just to go to market, which i was dragged along once again. got treated like a maid, mummy just dumped everything to me. wls.
nvm, forced mummy to buy table tennis stuff for me. total bill about 300? lol, shoes and a whole new bat. i bought it for fun though >.< my old one's perfectly fine but i just wanted a change. anyways it'll kinda make me a lil more confident since i got a new bat. oh wells, mummy paid, not me. so i shouldnt really care should i? haha.
oh did i mention i'm practically a botak now? i dont know what was going through my mind and i made jeff cut my hair super short. i look like crap now. crap crap crap. nvm. who cares. it'll grow back (faster plsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplspslpslpslpslpslls)
sorry mei for falling asleep twice :/ i let you punish me twice la T.T bet you'll come up with some mean punishment. AND DONT EMO ALREADY PLEASE. CHEER UP CHEER UP.
sch's starting soon, and i'm gonna have to be the teachers' pet once again (if you din't know, i was/am one) cos only like 1/3 of my classmates hand up their work on time? i guess. no offence but i really think my class sucks. all they do is talk talk talk and talk during lessons, but i'll have to admit there are some good students there.
now the only thing in my mind is to get my hw done, or rather to get pass this. lalalalalalalalalalalalalala. someone save me please <3
ps : hi lydiaaaaaaa (:
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