lalala. hello people, i just recovered my old blog and deleted all my old posts.

recently alot of stuff has happened. my whole hoilday is screwed up, i think i should learn how to control my emotions and not let them affect me. i shall not talk about me and dp already, later say wrong thing and screw it up even more.

welll, hw. chemistry, physics and a maths like 3/4 done? e maths, geog and history nth right?! pray so. english commonwealth essay, can't be bothered to waste my time. whats the point of writing 1200 words at least when in o lvls there is a freakin word limit? chinese. 6 ESSAYS AND 2 COMPREHENSION. GO AND DIE LA. i finish 2 essay and 1 1/2 compre already, lazy do, lazy think. cannot think, no mood think.

i'm forced to go for training tmr morning, like wtf. 8 leave hse. my handsome sleep just went down the drain. 've been sleeping like close to 6am for the past few days. zzzzzz. today wake up at 8 just to go to market, which i was dragged along once again. got treated like a maid, mummy just dumped everything to me. wls.

nvm, forced mummy to buy table tennis stuff for me. total bill about 300? lol, shoes and a whole new bat. i bought it for fun though >.< my old one's perfectly fine but i just wanted a change. anyways it'll kinda make me a lil more confident since i got a new bat. oh wells, mummy paid, not me. so i shouldnt really care should i? haha.

oh did i mention i'm practically a botak now? i dont know what was going through my mind and i made jeff cut my hair super short. i look like crap now. crap crap crap. nvm. who cares. it'll grow back (faster plsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplspslpslpslpslpslls)

sorry mei for falling asleep twice :/ i let you punish me twice la T.T bet you'll come up with some mean punishment. AND DONT EMO ALREADY PLEASE. CHEER UP CHEER UP.

sch's starting soon, and i'm gonna have to be the teachers' pet once again (if you din't know, i was/am one) cos only like 1/3 of my classmates hand up their work on time? i guess. no offence but i really think my class sucks. all they do is talk talk talk and talk during lessons, but i'll have to admit there are some good students there.

now the only thing in my mind is to get my hw done, or rather to get pass this. lalalalalalalalalalalalalala. someone save me please <3

ps : hi lydiaaaaaaa (: